i’m closer to the age 20 than 10 this isn’t good
Kinda pointless to fight for what you want when what you want continues to break your heart.
The years between eighteen and twenty-eight are the hardest, psychologically. It’s then you realize this is make or break, you no longer have the excuse of youth, and it is time to become an adult – but you are not ready.
It’s not about the kissing, holding hands, the dates, the sex, and showing off. It’s about being with someone who makes you happy in a way that no one else can. It’s about being with someone who accepts you and your weirdness. It’s about being yourself around them and they can be their self around you.
honestly i think i’d start crying if someone told me i have an all expense paid shopping spree